by Dennis Mixer
So, there I was, in Honduras, living at the old orphanage and driving 5 miles to the new orphanage every day to work. Then the news came, Carlos was leaving for Guatamala the next week to work on a feeding center there for 1½ months and will be taking the IMI pickup. This wasn't totally unexpected. I had known Carlos would be going for sometime, though inwardly I was hoping it wouldn't be until November, when I was in the states.
My options were taking a taxi, which would cost half of my daily income, or walking.
Well, Satan did his best to bring me down, which he has been trying to do a lot of lately.
As I was sitting there moping about this, a verse came into my head, (that's how God talks to me sometimes). The verse was Luke 14:11 "For everyone who exalts himself will be humbled, and he who humbles himself will be exalted."
Now, normally, when a verse pops into my head, I understand what it is God's trying to tell me. This time I had to stop and think about it. It wasn't as though I was selfish about the truck, whenever possible I would give rides to people I saw walking.
As I was thinking God gave me a clue. All he said was “What makes you better than the people I sent you to serve?”
Immediately, in my mind I saw the old lady (she looks to be in her 70's) that lives up the road from the new orphanage. I saw her, almost daily, walking into Comayagua as was almost to work.
Then I thought of the times I'd complained about the roof leaking, and the times I've driven down the street on a rainy night and seen people wrapped in plastic, trying to stay dry so they can get some sleep on the sidewalk.
I thought about the times I grumbled about eating beans and rice (again), when I've seen kids digging through garbage bags, looking for something to eat.
I thought about complaining because I had to carry water up a flight of stairs to bathe or flush the toilet when I've seen people bathing in a river that looks like flowing mud. And I thought about the homes I've been in that have a hole in the ground outside that they call a bathroom.
I've commented on how long the hotplate at the old orphanage takes to cook Ramon noodles, yet daily I see people, as young as 6 and as old as the lady I mentioned above, carrying bundles of firewood so their meals can be cooked.
I could go on about what I've complained about, the lack of lighting in my room, my fan broke, no privacy etc. etc. etc. but it all comes down to one thing, it's better than what a lot of the people have.
So, yes, I had exalted myself to a point. Maybe a little lesson in humbleness was in line.
Maybe as Christians we all need to look at what we take for granted and complain about when we don't have it. Maybe if we looked at our fellow man more closely we would spend more time giving thanks to God for what he has allowed us to have instead of complaining that we don't have.
One final note in this chapter. I use e-sword as my computer bible program. I have it set up to show Daily devotionals the first time I open the program for the day. When I opened the program to get the scripture for this, the scripture used for the devotional was 2Chronicles 33:12-13 When he was in distress, he entreated the LORD his God and humbled himself greatly before the God of his fathers. When he prayed to Him, He was moved by his entreaty and heard his supplication, and brought him again to Jerusalem to his kingdom. Then Manasseh knew that the LORD was God.
